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As the title says, Sorry for not being as active as I would. I've just been REALLY fucking busy and stuff, and I have to mention, I'm Camping. So Yea, I'm suffering In the fucking heat as I write this. =v=; Anyway, I would talk with You Guys of course, but I dunno. I've just been busy with shit. And I've been bummed out lately because I'm just extremely fucking confused about myself, litterally. I feel I am Bisexual, then I go to the Transgender topic, then back to Bisexual. It's just a HUGE fucking cycle that can fuck with anyone's mind. I could worry about It later, but I feel I am Bisexual. I'll just have to figure out who I Am I suppose. And another problem Is having my Family accept Me for Who I Am If I ever wanted to reveal myself to them, as a Kid. I wasn't really Into Women at the Age of 13, or anyone else at ALL. I just say "I'm NOT Into Women, Dad. I'm just focused onto other stuff like Games and Shit.", I know He says It Jokingly, but He just flat out says "Well, then You're not my Son anymore", Do you know how that feels to know Your Father wouldn't accept You for Who You Are? What If I wanted to be Bisexual? Transgender? Homosexual? (I guess this Is sort of turning Into a Vent I suppose), But Nope. He can't be Happy, Even If He was joking about It back when I was 13, I was still hurt knowing He wouldn't be Happy If I wanted to change for the better. Besides, I FELT I was Bisexual or Trans at that Age. I look back at that moment and I still get hurt, even If It was a Joke.
Anyway, Sorry If this turned Into a Vent of sorts, but I just wanted to get shit off my chest that I've been holding In for a few days.
Anyway, I just wanted Y'all to know what I've been fucking doing. Again, Sorry If I haven't been talking to You Guys. =v=; I HONESTLY GET MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU GUYS, GOD DAMNIT. I also have to note, DON'T HEAD TO NEW MEXICO, OR YOU WILL, I REPEAT. YOU WILL FUCKING DIE OF A HEAT STROKE. THIS IS THE TRUE GATES OF HELL I'M TALKING ABOUT HERE GOD DAMNIT.
P.S. I might get Into the DOOM Mapping Business. =v=
Anyway, Sorry If this turned Into a Vent of sorts, but I just wanted to get shit off my chest that I've been holding In for a few days.
Anyway, I just wanted Y'all to know what I've been fucking doing. Again, Sorry If I haven't been talking to You Guys. =v=; I HONESTLY GET MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU GUYS, GOD DAMNIT. I also have to note, DON'T HEAD TO NEW MEXICO, OR YOU WILL, I REPEAT. YOU WILL FUCKING DIE OF A HEAT STROKE. THIS IS THE TRUE GATES OF HELL I'M TALKING ABOUT HERE GOD DAMNIT.
P.S. I might get Into the DOOM Mapping Business. =v=
Happy New Years!~ (And Review/Resoulutions)
So Yes, we're starting off on a new year, that means some bigger changes than before. So, I came out to be Trans and Bisexual, despite me being a depressive ass over It, and eventually suffering an existential crisis for a short time before finally finding myself (still haven't told my family). Made some friends here and there, played some neat games, watched some pretty awesome movies (Frozen can fuck off). Most Importantly, I started a relationship with someone. It was pretty rocky the first time, we had a few break ups In the months before we finally decided to Improve on It, and It's been going great as far as I can tell.
Though, there w
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BASIC...
Name: Hayden Butler
Birthday: May 6th, 1997
Height: PFFT, I DUNNO I GUESS
Weight: I DUNNO, I DON'T CHECK
Eye Color: Hazel/Brown
Hair Color: Black
Race: I uh, honestly do not know. But I am white
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
DO YOU...
Drink?: I drink Soda Is that counts
Smoke?: NEVER
Use Drugs?: LOOK ABOVE
Cuss?: I swear alot
Play Any Instruments?: Nope
Have Any Peircings?: HELL NO
Have Any Tattoos?: PFFT- Ew
Like To Annoy People?: Not really
Like Life?: Not too much recently
Wear Make-Up?: Of course not
Dye Your Hair?: I might someday
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: I DO IT IN A PILLOW SOMETIMES IF I'M A
TAGGING STUFF
Tagged by: ~SkylarTourai (https://www.deviantart.com/skylartourai)
THE RULES: Each person has to share 10 facts about themselves. Answer the 10 Questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up some questions for the person you just tagged, and choose 10 people and put their Icons In your journal. Then go to their page and Inform the motherfucker (kidding, YOUR FRIEND OR WHATEVER) that they've been tagged or something. You know, not like "HEY, YOU. FUCKIN', DO THIS SHIT."
10 Facts About Me:
1. I'm DOOM Trash
2. I live In a city full of Drunk Driving accidents (Albuquerque, New Mexico)
3. I'm a Mother fuckgirl
4. I'm Undertale trash
5. Sans and Papyrus, and Lucas an
A Little Journal On Getting To Know Me More
Hello, I'm Tritnew! I'm not one to make a Journal based around getting to know Me, but since, You know. My Profile doesn't contain much stuff, I just thought You'd like to know Me more! Questions can be asked In the comments If you have any, that Is. And Oh Yeah, I'll be adding my Steam on my Profile very shortly, so there's a way you can contact Me there. As for my Skype, you may have to ask Me on Steam or something If you wanna talk and shit In another fashion.
So Yes, I'm a 18 Year Old Tard who's weird and fucking has strange humor, but In a good way, and I love Video Games and other shite, anything else? Of course there's more.
Anywho,
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Well honestly, just accept yourself for who you are. I'll still be in a partnership with you regardless of who you are and what you want to be.
If your family can't accept it, Fuck em. They aren't worth the time of day as I like to think. That's why I knew who I was and accepted who I was because it made me happy, do the choice that makes you the happiest. If you want me to, I can help you through the process, but not being around for days, worrying everyone around you, isn't solving anything or getting anywhere. Just talk to me, Alpha, or Zeal and we'll help you get through it like how you all helped me get through the shit I deal with on a daily basis.
If your family can't accept it, Fuck em. They aren't worth the time of day as I like to think. That's why I knew who I was and accepted who I was because it made me happy, do the choice that makes you the happiest. If you want me to, I can help you through the process, but not being around for days, worrying everyone around you, isn't solving anything or getting anywhere. Just talk to me, Alpha, or Zeal and we'll help you get through it like how you all helped me get through the shit I deal with on a daily basis.