Sorry If I Haven't Been Online Often :Update:

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As the title says, Sorry for not being as active as I would. I've just been REALLY fucking busy and stuff, and I have to mention, I'm Camping. So Yea, I'm suffering In the fucking heat as I write this. =v=; Anyway, I would talk with You Guys of course, but I dunno. I've just been busy with shit. And I've been bummed out lately because I'm just extremely fucking confused about myself, litterally. I feel I am Bisexual, then I go to the Transgender topic, then back to Bisexual. It's just a HUGE fucking cycle that can fuck with anyone's mind. I could worry about It later, but I feel I am Bisexual. I'll just have to figure out who I Am I suppose. And another problem Is having my Family accept Me for Who I Am If I ever wanted to reveal myself to them, as a Kid. I wasn't really Into Women at the Age of 13, or anyone else at ALL. I just say "I'm NOT Into Women, Dad. I'm just focused onto other stuff like Games and Shit.", I know He says It Jokingly, but He just flat out says "Well, then You're not my Son anymore", Do you know how that feels to know Your Father wouldn't accept You for Who You Are? What If I wanted to be Bisexual? Transgender? Homosexual? (I guess this Is sort of turning Into a Vent I suppose), But Nope. He can't be Happy, Even If He was joking about It back when I was 13, I was still hurt knowing He wouldn't be Happy If I wanted to change for the better. Besides, I FELT I was Bisexual or Trans at that Age. I look back at that moment and I still get hurt, even If It was a Joke.
Anyway, Sorry If this turned Into a Vent of sorts, but I just wanted to get shit off my chest that I've been holding In for a few days.

Anyway, I just wanted Y'all to know what I've been fucking doing. Again, Sorry If I haven't been talking to You Guys. =v=; I HONESTLY GET MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU GUYS, GOD DAMNIT. I also have to note, DON'T HEAD TO NEW MEXICO, OR YOU WILL, I REPEAT. YOU WILL FUCKING DIE OF A HEAT STROKE. THIS IS THE TRUE GATES OF HELL I'M TALKING ABOUT HERE GOD DAMNIT.

P.S. I might get Into the DOOM Mapping Business. =v=
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Well honestly, just accept yourself for who you are. I'll still be in a partnership with you regardless of who you are and what you want to be. 

If your family can't accept it, Fuck em. They aren't worth the time of day as I like to think. That's why I knew who I was and accepted who I was because it made me happy, do the choice that makes you the happiest. If you want me to, I can help you through the process, but not being around for days, worrying everyone around you, isn't solving anything or getting anywhere. Just talk to me, Alpha, or Zeal and we'll help you get through it like how you all helped me get through the shit I deal with on a daily basis.